It was April when I last did a personal post.
My circumstances are such that I do not have the publishing freedom that I once had, but I want to put some things down just for my own record as much as anything else.
You know who, is, for me, finished. If I possibly can, I never wish to contact them again. To help me in this, I am in discussions with another organisation who are considering my position. If I can do a deal with them, I am where I once was.
I have delayed the MBA decision until next March. I am still thinking about it, am interested in it, but don't know if I have the time and don't know if I have the need, if I can do the deal I am in the process of negotiating.
I am no longer a retailer, but quite miss it. The company I worked for were very nice (on the whole) with only a few "difficult" people to contend with.
As ever, I would very much like to pursue the interests I have identified here previously and have considered over and over karate, formal Yoga and PT'ing again, bike licences and painting. I am doing none of them at present and am lacking the umph to just get stuck in, but then, maybe that's reflective of my more normal energy levels nowadays rather than the hypermanic energy of old.
I am generally well and have experienced no irregular mood swings this year (so far) and have been off all meds since March. Long may that last!
2011 is proving to be the year of niggling injuries, with my neck (right side), right shoulder and right forearm all causing me problems at some point this year - actually, its my right knee that also plays up, so I assume that it must be the result of some muscular imbalance.
On the physio front, I still intend to return to it when my other big fight concludes, I have just tried to put it to the back of my mind so as to be able to live on a day to day basis for the past few years and again for the coming few years.
I have to say I am quietly confident in regard to my big fight and have been buoyed by some silly mistakes that the other side have made which has demonstrated to all concerned that they do not believe in their own story. Living with it on a day to day basis is still, of course, quite miserable but then I have learnt to accept it and endure.
Short terms, I must get myself organised again. I need to up my water intake, take the fish oil and the vitamins and eat home made food more regularly during the day. I also need to do some regular exercise of the less is more school. My weight today is 209lb at 22% body fat. I never did manage the slim down after the 5x5 sessions of earlier this year, but I retain the strength gains from that time, if not the conditioning. If I can get 6 weeks of 15-20 mins a day under my belt, I will hit the 5x5's again for the xmas and new year period.
Next update at Christmas.